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School is starting the day after tomorrow. It really sucks, and my mom won't let me go to century city tonight. ITs the Last Day basically of summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
well i got my braces off and i really have ugly teeth like the way..............Well im watching made about a Fat ugly geek who wants to be made into a beauty queen. Today was orientation. Although it was quite stressful with the whole textbook crap It was also very fun. I cant wait to go to school, atleast I think I do. I have a bit of butterflies in my stomach. just a bit, for right now

speaking of the devil today this rumor went around and although it is true im very mad everyone now knows. my two friends told him with my permission but someone the whole grade knows.

speaking of the devil today this rumor went around and although it is true im very mad everyone now knows.

i am so tired and school is almost over
i feel so different
i did extreme yoga and im not in shape so my whole body is still hurting even though i had yoga yesterday
ahh

im in floridia for spring break and im kind of bored. the last time i saw my friends was at sahar's suprise party but i had to leave at 8:30 and she wasnt even there. so that was a BUMMER
well i m waiting for my mom to get back from getting her hair done
i was suppose to get highlights
o well
we were suppose to go to the mall but i dont know where she is soo i have nothing to do
tomorrow im going to fisher island
i hope i have fun! im celebrating passover with family friends
haha im not even jewish well im like 1/8th jew
i tired im so jetlag

ah school is like up my ass and tomorrow is the matanne thing for the highschool and i m so tired and i have to do my math homework..well in math i almost have an A when i use to have an F..well today was pretty boring first i went to science where like we learn about nothing like elements and crap and how lesbian ms schwartz is and then i have coach lambert and hes so old and gray.. then i had history where al pet my head which is quite annoying now so i want to kill him and he called me insane. after i went to english to take one of the tests to see if i can get into honors it was quite hard. it was raining this whole day so school looked gloomy. then i had lunch where i felt like throwing up because i felt horrible and then i went to math. mrs hackbarth is so fucking crazy and a gigantic bitch after i had band which is retarded thankfully im not taking it in 9th grade and then i had spanish. spanish is really boring. so my whole day is kind of boring and im going to alex the russian ones tea party thing on saturday i think i dont know what hes talking about though
i need to finish my homework so i can be a great student! hahah well i want to go to sleep with my math homework done at least
spring break is so close. i cant wait to go to florida ahh no school for like a week.
i got John Sweeny as my counselor for the highschool
i cant wait to leave Hawthorne

edit:
o yea spanish was actually funny. ms nagles like g string was showing and she didnt know and it was like seperating her fat and michael nejadt haeim was talking so she thought we were laughing at him when we were laughing at her so she told me and morgan to leave the classroom and then she had to talk to us and told us to not laugh at him cause its not his fault his voice cracks and morgan like did "henna" on my hand with pen it was pretty niffty

im so sick and tired of school
i need something exciting to happen
and i like this guybut i dont even talk to him
well i feel like buying a mug cup thing at coffee bean so i can drink tea in it

wow yosemite was so much fun
everyone who didnt go either cause they:
were suspended or anything like that
didnt want to go cause they are losers
didnt want to go cause they were too cool for school

sucks for ALL of you
cause yosemite was the BOMB!!!!!
yes it was cold but there wasnt alot of snow
i had so much fun and became friends with people who ive never even talked too
the first day i went with my group:
candice
julia
allen
jon
danielle
zoey
tara
leor
daniel
tara
pauline
to the spidercave
the spidercave was all thesse rocks that had broken off the mountains and someone how people could like crawl through it
so my group went and crawled through it, it was pitch black when i entered and then there was a part called the birth canal
where it is so cramped up you have to lay on ur stomach to get through
i was in there with everyone for likw 20 minutes until i got out
i was like close to crying but it wasnt cause i was sad i was just panicing
it was kind of like a good type of crying
anyways the next day we went on a hike or atleast i thnk and then we went to crane flat
ah lemme skip to the night part 2 days ago
we went ice skating at night it was sooooooo much fun wow
that was the best part
then last night everyone went on a long walk to this place so
danielle and i walked with like sam and austen and more people
and talked to them the whole time but when we were walking back
austen danielle and i started talking about catholic/chrisitanity thing CCD school
and so we didnt really talk to sam for a while so he got pissed
and then we were like sam are u ok and all he says is im sick
and he seemed different cause usually hes talkative and funny and stuff
but right then and there he was grumpy and mean
he then says i hate austen he fucking follows me everywhere
and sam had spent his whole trip with austen so it seemed kind of strange that he would say that
so he told austen to watch out cause sam hated him now
danielle and i hypothezise that since we werent all around and tlaking to sam as much he got jealous
therefore acting like a bitch to us
i said bye to him right before i left and he was like bye and then i asked him if he wanted to meet my younger sister
so he said hi and asked me what her name was so i said arianna and so i ended up saying bye sam
hes really wierd the whole trip he said he was going to be a new person a new sam change by not being mean and saying fuck you when he felt like it
but i thnk he just BSed the whole thing well
i ll find out when school starts
tuesday
if sam isnt lieing

o yea
now that im back
i have to :
get hair layered and highlighted
my brother's 11th!!!!birthday
homework ASHDAHSDAHDs hiiit
unpack
shower like a normal person
talk to parents about maybe getting a new camera
AND i dont really have to do this but alexia had this
finding nemo type of fish hair band
she said she bought them at downtown
so if i feel like it i ll get some

im BORED
bye

i cant stand my mom or dad
my mom wont let me go anywhere for new years
until 12 and she will check the clock when i leave just to make sure its the next day
what a bitch

im really tired and i dont know what to do for new years
i can either stay home cause my mom is having a lot of people over for new years
or find something else to do
i dont know what to do and im hungry

hola
im at joeys and mel and nicky just left
well
adios

i got back from mammoth
tomorrows christmas

well yesterday i went to joeys with lauren candice joey and hannah and said bye to morgan then we just talked and ate and left to century city and met nicky and them at sephora and then left and me and hannah left them and other people and went to a candle store then to puzle zoo and then to bloomingdales and then met up with lauren and joey at puzzle zoo after. then we went over the bridge and rolled down the STEEEEEP hill and stopped after the 2nd time cause danielle said the security guards would send you home and stuff if they caught us so we stopped and walked over the bridge and saw security guards thank fully we stopped in time and lauren stayed with them so joey hannah and i went to the new food court and it soo hip and poshand grownup like its kind of like high tech like the menus are on tv screens and theres like sinks that are super cool next to resturants and stuff that you can use to wash ur hands. then we went to the outside part of the food court where theres this huge tent like thing with couches and table and ate there and saw lizzy and ali so they came over and we started talking to them and lizzy told us the wierdest stories so then lauren called me and asked how i was getting a ride and said joey and shes like can joey take me home? so joey said she has to come and ask her face to face so we saw these el rodeo guys all walking with the security guards so we decided to follow them and see what was happening but then the security guards left and so we decided to just go down to the new section and lauren called asking us to meet her at a christmas tree and then hannah sees her so then we end up going back up to the food court and go to the really cool bathrooms and then walk around and go to the bookstore and then lizzy and ali have to leave so we say bye and go to the back of the bookstore and Read! then juli and emily come and hannah had boughten harry potter jelly beans with the really bad flavors and i tried dirt and it was really bad it seemed like it would taste just like it so then hannah gave vomit to rachel and she goes ew this tastes like vomit not knowing that it was vomit flavor and gave more flavors to julis friends and then we leave o ya and me and joey bought burts bees honey lip balm it smells really good and lauren got the mint thing one and then we left and got picked up and i got dropped off so that was my friday and today im gonna go out with hannah and met up maybe with some of our other friends and probably end up going to brad wolfes concert! brad is hannahs cousin ive met him before and heard his car every time i get in hannahs car ahhah anyways i also went to this hardrock live thing with hannah where he sang now im gonna go cause joeys on the line
BYE!

sometimes i think i have really bad friends and sometimes its true

black mail i cant stop laughing

i hope he reads his essay tomorrow
it would make the world a better place

AHHH! my birthday is in less than an hour!
wow im gonna be a teenager!!
im gonna watch degrassi now
PJ time
so long
next time i ll be a 13 year old!

yep my birthday is on saturday ahhh my friends are decorating my locker but im like ahh i dont want them to w/e
and i calleed all of them for xian and everyone is like maybe/can't ish and well im kind of mad cause its my birthday and they cant even make it..
yea so i have like no hw besides this math thing due monday but i wanna do it today and i might get my dog on sunday
i wonder what my parents are giving to me for my birthday..

EW BRACES..i got them today and i look like fuck and my teeth hurt like fuck so yea
and my birthday is on the 29 on saturday !! shitt

well my weekend was the same
friday i went to hannahs house with nicky lauren and hannah and got icecream from Alexia's stepdad's brother's icecream place that was really good and then went to hannahs. they are in french so they had to write this script and they didn't finish it but it took like forever and i didnt know my other friends had gone to Pizza Rustica so i was stuck doing nothing but i had fun. then my mom picked me up from hannahs i went to sleep.
i woke up tired and did nothing for awhile and then nicky wanted me to come over but my mom couldn't take me and then when she could nicky was at lunch so i just ended getting picked up by nicky after she finished lunch like at 6. then we "did homework" (even though i m left with it all to do right now) and then we lighted all these candles and we talked and wrote down what our friends would be like in the highschool and what type of guy they would go out with and then i sprayed perfume into one candle and it got like a monolithic (massive,huge) flame and then after like 2 seconds it went back to a small flame. then we burned what we wrote. it was fun we went to sleep thinking nicky was gonna go to the park with m. p.
we woke up today late. went to the carnival it was fun then went to sharper image with nicky danielle and joey and we spent like 2 hours there then michael k came then stayed longer and then we walked ot joeys house
o no my moms coming

omgoshhhhh my birday is in 7 days which is a week and im getting braces in 2days, which is monday!!!!!
i have a long To Do List:
read and finish a 430 page book today
get braces on Monday
make my costume with hannah as the paper bag princesses
go to the walk tomorrow
finish homework
ahhh
and get a dog next weekend!